Its 1:30 in the morning. Im wide awake and can't go to sleep. Im going pray and then just lay down and try to go to sleep.

I kook forward to laying next to my beautiful wife to be.

To have and to hold. Not making love all the time but to feel her laying on mt chest to hear her breathing and rub my fingers through her locs and kiss her gently on the forehead and whisper "I love yous" in her ear while she is sleeping so that when she wakes up she will know how mich u love her.

In due season in due time. I thank you Lord for this time of waiting and preparation. It makes us strong and our love for one another has never been deeper.

This time has forced us to go to another level of intimacy that can only be achieved in the absence of sexual intimacy. So when we wed, iur relationship will be strong.

Thank you God.. you do all things well. Imma go pray now.