Its 1:30 in the morning. Im wide awake and can't go to sleep. Im going pray and then just lay down and try to go to sleep.

I kook forward to laying next to my beautiful wife to be.

To have and to hold. Not making love all the time but to feel her laying on mt chest to hear her breathing and rub my fingers through her locs and kiss her gently on the forehead and whisper "I love yous" in her ear while she is sleeping so that when she wakes up she will know how mich u love her.

In due season in due time. I thank you Lord for this time of waiting and preparation. It makes us strong and our love for one another has never been deeper.

This time has forced us to go to another level of intimacy that can only be achieved in the absence of sexual intimacy. So when we wed, iur relationship will be strong.

Thank you God.. you do all things well. Imma go pray now.

Thank You Lord

Its been a little while since Ive written anything, but I feel like this is a special occasion.

God is Great and doing great things in my life.

I have more of Him each day. He's teaching me different things.

He is grooming me quickly for what he is calling me to. Wow.

Now do I know what that fully means? No.

Is everything in already where it needs to be? No, but its all moving in the right direction. 

Everything is lining up and I am waiting for glory. Not of my own but glory of the Father to be manifest in me.

Im know there is greatness to soon be revealed so I will continue to humble myself before the mighty hand of God and let Him complete the work He has begun.

Father thank you for my help. You really are perfect in all your ways and this father was one of the best gifts you've given me. I hear you say "it is not good for man to be alone" then I think of how perfect the woman that you habe chosen for me. You loved me enough.

Wow..

Me.. you loved me enough to save me and bless me with one of your daughters. Not just anyone but the perfect one for me.

God...

Thank you!