Its A Small Cost

How much would you pay to see your father happy? How much would you pay to see your parents reconciled for real?

How much would you pay to see man man and kryle and tungie and marke and all of the rest of our family saved?

How much would you pay for the generational curses to be broken? How much would you pay to see Christ glory revealed in us? 20, 30, 40, 50 thousand?

Its a small cost.

I woke up this morning with new revelation, this wedding is about changing lives, destroying yokes, breaking generational curses, mending families and most important revealing God in us to all invited that they may know that He is real and that He loves His people and is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.

I had lost focus on the real mission behind the wedding. It is to display Gods glory in us. I started looking at what it cost and just wanted it to come and go neglecting the relevance of why it has to be the way it is.

I started wanting it to hurry up and come so that I dont have to think about it anymore and so that my body would pleased. But it is a small cost and I would pay it twice.

We had to be holy to show the world that holiness still exist amongst the people of God.

God is about to blow our minds and the minds of everyone around us. Im ready to see the salvation and glory of my lord and king.

After everything I've done and been through even after straying away and acting outside of His will for me. He still chose me to reveal His glory.

And you know what....

Ill take it.

Thank you lord

House Hunting

So I had this dream. I dreamt that we were looking for a house. I didnt see tyler I just saw us. We went into this one house that some body was still living in. We looked around and looked around but we didnt like the house. I said "1270 s 24th st is under contract, but the contract can fall through... then I said it again the contract can fall through then I spoke in tongues and then said the contract can fall through"

So as we looked around in the house we were in. We noticed that there was food there.  Biscuits in the microwave and chicken in the microwave.  As we were going up stairs there was a lady who started getting mad at us because she thought that we were breaking in. Then yvonne asked if the nack door worked so we could leave and the lady said yeah ill be down to show you how wait right there (in a sarcastic way) then yvonne said no, dont worry ahout it.

I then said lets just leave out the front door. As we were leaving the lady came down the stairs and she I gave her a business card and said you know me. She was like yeah you're Ronald. I thought she knew me from sprint but she didnt and I couldnt see what the card said. I shook her hand and she didnt want to let go so I had to almost snatch it away. Then we left.

Its 1:30 in the morning. Im wide awake and can't go to sleep. Im going pray and then just lay down and try to go to sleep.

I kook forward to laying next to my beautiful wife to be.

To have and to hold. Not making love all the time but to feel her laying on mt chest to hear her breathing and rub my fingers through her locs and kiss her gently on the forehead and whisper "I love yous" in her ear while she is sleeping so that when she wakes up she will know how mich u love her.

In due season in due time. I thank you Lord for this time of waiting and preparation. It makes us strong and our love for one another has never been deeper.

This time has forced us to go to another level of intimacy that can only be achieved in the absence of sexual intimacy. So when we wed, iur relationship will be strong.

Thank you God.. you do all things well. Imma go pray now.

Thank You Lord

Its been a little while since Ive written anything, but I feel like this is a special occasion.

God is Great and doing great things in my life.

I have more of Him each day. He's teaching me different things.

He is grooming me quickly for what he is calling me to. Wow.

Now do I know what that fully means? No.

Is everything in already where it needs to be? No, but its all moving in the right direction. 

Everything is lining up and I am waiting for glory. Not of my own but glory of the Father to be manifest in me.

Im know there is greatness to soon be revealed so I will continue to humble myself before the mighty hand of God and let Him complete the work He has begun.

Father thank you for my help. You really are perfect in all your ways and this father was one of the best gifts you've given me. I hear you say "it is not good for man to be alone" then I think of how perfect the woman that you habe chosen for me. You loved me enough.

Wow..

Me.. you loved me enough to save me and bless me with one of your daughters. Not just anyone but the perfect one for me.

God...

Thank you!