Not Going Back

The enemy has no power over us as Gods chosen. The only way that he can sneak and find his way back in, is if we let him in. Studies suggest that witches can not cast spells on children of God, unless the wich is welcome into that person's presence and that person accepts the curse. This is how the enemy works, he lures us with the hidden desires (temptation). James 1:14 states that "temptation, comes from the lure of our own evil desires." That said, the enemy has no power over us, we choose to fall into temptation, thus causing ourselves to be vulnerable to his attacks. The enemy cannot kill us, nor can he stop the promises of God for our lives; rather, he tries to pervert the promise so that it then does two things. One, it is a dirrect slap in the face to God, and two it causes us to miss out on the full potential of the promise God has for us. However, I have made up in my mind that I am not going to continue to hand over my promise to the enemy. If you want my promise you're going to have to kill me. The promise of a prosperity is mine, the promise of hope is mine, the promise to marry my beautiful best friend is mine, the promise of health and strength. I will no longer willingly give my promise away.

I thank you lord for this marvelous incite, and I pray that you lead and guide me into all truth in Jesus name.

AMEN!!

You are worth it

You are worth it!

You are worth waiting in anticipation to see,
You are worth being treated like a queen,
You are worth missing when your gone,
You are worth me wanting you to come home,
You are worth the compliments that I form,
You are worth me apologizing when I'm wrong,
You are worth standing for when you come to the table,
You are worht breaking down every negative label,
You are worth taking my time with you,
You are worth being overly kind to too,
You are worth getting the ring for,
You are worth opening every vulnerable door,
You are kissed on the hand,
You are worth putting one knee down on the floor,
You are worth all these things and so much more.

So again, Im just really interested.

Thank You

God, I thank you for considering me. Thank you for loving me enough to give me the desires of my heart. Thank you for the woman of God that you have placed in my life.

Dear you,

I truly bless and thank God for you in my life. You are the most amazing woman I have ever come in contact with. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. Your smile makes my heart melt like ice on a sunny day. Your voice soothes me like the sound of jazz on a warm spring night. I know that we both have some grooming to do and some growing to do but i just want to say that our matramony is not as far away as we may think. God is going to do it quickly as long as we allow him, and he will groom us collectively to be the minsters that he wants us to be for the world and each other. Our love will be dirrect worship to God because we have that Agape and Duron love for one another, and we both have strong desre to do his will. We will keep Him(Christ) the head of our lives and house and all will be well! Joshua 24:15!! I love you with the Love of God shed abroad in my heart by the Holy Ghost. I loved you for my entire adult life, and I thank God for allowing us love the way we do. When you get home I have a huge embrace and kiss for you because Im grateful for your life.

I love you Yvonne Coker!

Sincerely yours always,

Ronald Simms.

Quickly...

"I am going to groom you quickly to do the things i have for you to do" Wow, I thought to myself. He is grooming! everyday i feel more and more of the Immature falling off, he is making me bolder in him, more assertive, less tolerable of foolishness, and more aware of the things and people around me. The past few days, even in the last week, he has been putting people in my path to pray for, minister to, share wisdom with, and so much more.

For a while, resented the last few years of my life. I wondered why I had to go through all the hell that I went through. divorce, living back home with mom, moving from job to job, with no hope of stability, lonliness, depression, malice, jealousy, anger, failed attempted relationshps, short on money reckless living. I hated all that I had gone through and wanted nothing more but for this 2011 year to be over.

Then, He reminded me that this year was a year of great trial and test, to be a testimony for the gospel of Christ in my life. What better way to share the gospel than from personal experience. This year was the year that I was reconciled to him. This was the year of the lords grace and mercy over my life. This was a year where I learned that me minus Christ equals nothing. This was the year that made me challenge my faith and move forward.

Earlier in the year, back in January, Yvonne invited me to church. Thats when I met Bishop and the rest of the family for the first time. After a very heart felt word he preached, I went and got in the prayer line, and before he prayed for me, he asked "What is your commitment to Christ" not what I was expecting to hear. I went into the line, seeking a word from the lord and I got this, but little did I know, that this year was governed on the principle. What was my commitment to Christ. Had I truly forsaken everything and trusted in Him? Then I stopped going to that church.

Later in the year God allowed a series of events to happen that caused me again to question, What is my commitment to Christ. Then I made up in my mind that regardless of the circumstance, regardless of me that i would serve Christ.

I realize now, that all I went through, was to prepare me for this moment. my trials are going to bring someone else close to Christ. My life is God is changing my irrtable heart and giving me a heart for the people. God!! Father, dad I know that only you can be responsible for this, because you and I both know I never really liked people that much. Wow!!

God has called me to intercede on behalf of the people. Your people are hurting, Your people are suffering, Your people and discouraged and I am here to show them You oh lord. Use me, I dont want to let you down, so please move me out of the way oh God.

I thank you for your mercy and grace!!!
I bless you Father, because you are worthy!
I am honoured to server you!
Thank You!

Move by your spirit in my life, ontinue to groom me.

Amen!

You

Beautiful. Breath taking. Your picturesque appearence delights the very retnas of my optic experience. I envy your chap stick because it has the immunity to kiss the essence of your lips all day. I long to be your perfume, because the scent precedes your very presence. Im jealous of your glasses because they have the privilege to look into your eyes endlessly until you close them. Im resentful of your blue tooth because it whispers in your ear whenever it sees fit. Im invidious of your clothes because wrap their arms around you all day. I suck my teeth at your bra because it supports the being of you bosom. I turn my head on your stockings because they wrap their hands around your soft silky legs all day long. I frown at your panties because they dwell constantly in your garden. I turn my nose up at your shoes because the forever share the ground you walk on. Im sometimes angry at your make up because it constantly kisses your soft chocolate cheeks, But.... I am gratful for these things, for they not only accentuate your natural beauty, but the keep you company until we Wed.

Be clear, I dont lust after you, I love you!!

I look forward to loving you for the rest of my life!

More importantly, I THANK GOD OUR FATHER for trusting me with your life, and you with mine.

You
Are
Beautiful
and
You
Are
Mine
I
Am
Yours
We
Are
His!

Letter to My Wife

Dear love of my life,

It has been 5 years! we met at a starbucks on a warm summer night. I loved you for my entire adult life! Wow! thats heavy. I would rather go home and be with the lord than to live without you. You are an amazing amazing woman, and you deserve a man who will love you with his life. I am that man. I know how to love you, I know how to nurture your heart, I know how to cater to you, I know how to be the man of God in your life if you will have me. That said I have some thing for you. There are Five Clues around the city one for every year of our friendship. Each Clue will lead you to the next Phase. Your first clue will be at the place it all started. Starbucks! You dont have to go to the one in largo for two reasons, one because its out of the way, and two because its not there anymore. 121511@8pm@4th&South. Your first clue will be waiting there for you.

I love you!!!! The Chase is on!!!!!

I have issues

This weight that I have, this burden that I carry, the constant need to do whatever it takes. God has taken away my by any means necessary, in attempt to get me to trust in him completely. Lord I trust you, I will have faith but I need you to move. I know the scriptures lord make it manifest in my life, I need you now father! I will not eat until you answer me. I will jot let go until you bless me and my family to come. I can do all thing through christ who strengthens me. I can do all thing through Christ that strengthens me. I need your strength. On a nother note, touch ny wife God, don't allow the enemy to steal her joy, don't let let me stand in the way of her peace. Everything in the way of what designed father remove in Jesus name and I call it done. Selah, move out of our way everything unlike you. I thank you in advance. Teach me to be grateful and to have unwavering faith. Lead me as I move forward in leading my family. I pray for wisdom in Jesus name. Finances, circumstances, emotions, distorted priorities, attacks of the enemy, depression, anger, bitterness, malice has to move out of our lives, there is no place for you. We at the righteousness of our father, and he will supply ALL of our needs according to his riches and glory and a will be well. Because we have taken delight in the lord he will give the desires of our hearts. Thank you Holy spirit.